I had expectations from other people in My mind who were constantly judging the Behaviors and actions I was doing every Day and were telling me that I was not Enough I came up with a mantra Happiness in choosing not to admit the Deficiency between my current state and The future state of what I desire to be I was able to accept where I was and Then the deficiency of not being good Enough not being happy enough Disintegrated in my mind and then I was Able to focus on just doing things and Then when I started doing things I Started making progress when I started Making progress I started looking back And feeling proud of how far I had come Because it wasn't about the many voices Outside it was about the only one that Mattered