Maybe I’m not good enough

It has been easier for me to change my Conditions than to change who I am and So I have used my material success and Accolades to quiet the voices of not Being good enough if I had that little Voice that peeps up it's like hey look At that I'm not that bad what is the Thing you're afraid of inside of Yourself if not as good as I think maybe Everything that I've been putting on Media maybe my book maybe all these Things are actually not true and I don't Know what I'm talking about there's a Zillion people who are like you suck None of this is true whatever and for me It rolls off my back because I have Evidence right it is true and here's how