That first hour is the fear of uncertainty

That first hour is you paying down the Fear of uncertainty it's all these fears Of like not being enough what if I feel Stupid because you have felt stupid when You try to figure something else out Like if you remember how hard it was to Learn how to tie your shoes when you Were a kid now you can do it in your Sleep it's just the emotions we have About beginning work because the Judgments we're going to put on Ourselves about how we're doing but if We can remove the judgment and say I Assume I'm gonna suck that's my only Goal is to start sucking that's it I Just want to start sucking rather than Nothing